Sunday, May 3, 2009

Can Time Fly Please?

Tomorrow at 9:30 am CST is our ultrasound!  I'm so excited (and a wee bit scared) to see that little heartbeat on the screen.  I'm looking forward to having an official due date for my pregnancy because my BFP chart wasn't super clear and my previous bloodwork had such high HCG that I think I'm a little further along than I thought.

I'm scared out of my mind of not seeing a heartbeat or finding out that I've had a missed miscarriage.  I keep trying to reassure myself that these are rare and I've had no spotting at all.  On the other hand, I've been feeling pretty well, which should make me feel lucky but actually makes me a bit nervous.  I've felt nauseous on and off and been pretty consistently tired.  My boobs have been tender and I've been hungry almost all the time.  Despite all this, if I go a whole day feeling too good, I start getting paranoid that it's because something's wrong.  

I am looking forward to tomorrow and taking consolation in the fact that the only reason I worry about a miscarriage is that I haven't felt consistently shitty.  I'll post an update and pics tomorrow.

1 comment:

  1. Yay! I'll be waiting to see how it went and what they're going to use as your due date/how far along.